Dear mom,
after my consideration i have decided to give an extra $1000 to my friend who helped make up for the night for Willa, Me, and You. That day i gave a $2000 red pocket to her because a full day professional make up costs $6000 or more. That afternoon i found that i did not have enough cash on hand, as i just gave you $7800 in the morning. hence, i asked if you could borrow $1000 to me.
so that $2000, 1/2 was paid by you. i was very aware of this.
however, something happened that night where our aunt, Anita Mui, sat into the bridal room, used my friend's make up, and took away stuff such as fake eye-lashes etc. it was a very embarrassing situation for me as my friend is actually patrick's friend's ex-girlfriend. while she is very cool about it i do feel embarrassed especially anita mui criticizes the makeup the hair etc right on the spot when my friend is here. so i was thinking maybe we should give more pocket $ to my friend.
my friend, patrick's friend's ex-girlfriend, is a very nice person. she actually told me not to pay her any money beforehand. she did a good hair and make up for willa and me and you as well. the make up on you was good to be frank, before anita mui criticizes you and asked you to put on fake eyelashes. you were happy too, i could tell, from the smile you have when you looked into the mirror. it was after anita mui that makes everything turned around. she said willa is fat as well.
i know i couldn't do anything about it, and i really hate her. from the bottom of my heart.
why, and how, could someone as mean as she?
she was walking around the floor as if she is THE mother of the bride. even our cousin, Phei Chen, thought she was leon's mother (since she knows she's not Willa's mother)
even the waiters thought she's the mother
do you know what happened when she was sitting in that table?
patrick was sitting the other side of me, and she asked if we would join her "extravagent luncheon" next morning.
i said, no la, we'd probably eat with patrick's familiy that morning
she said to patrick, "你叫埋你啊媽黎食晏 law!"
i 細細聲同佢講, "patrick 媽咪爹地過左身 ga la"
she didn't get it, and said, "咩話? 唔係ah, 佢爹o地好翻所以先翻黎唔係咩?"
i said, no, they already passed away
she STILL said, 係咩? 唔係woh, 你唔係話佢爹o地好翻la 咩? 佢媽咪唔係響香港咩?
i said, no, 佢地已-經-過-左-身"
she STILL keep asking, 幾時ge 事? aiya 乜係咁啊 咁你叫佢屋企人都黎食飯啦!
i said no la, they have a lot of relatives so no la etc
我唔明, E個咁o既女人, 點解要值得尊重
and what i dun understand is, when i was young, you used to call her 死八婆
點解, 因為近年o既事, 你仲要同E個女人 hang out? 買野比佢, 又將佢朋友 irene 放得如此重要
我唔明, 點解所有人的位置都在我之上
其實, 我坐邊, 只要是和屋企人在一起, 我就好OK 了
我明白編位的難處, 但是, 可以猛車邊和你們近點點嗎?
點解
當我見到第18臺是如何的遠, 當成家人都編在一起時
我有幾難過, 你未必會明白
因為我口講出來, 也只會end up 和你爭吵
對我來說, 這不是一餐便飯, 是妹妹的婚禮
而且
如果我是鈞顥的話
我知道
這跟本不會發生
我也知道
就這件事
你會在大家面前說我的不是
反正, 大家也不曾覺得我是什麼孝順乖女 anyway
剛才你問我給了我朋友多$1000 red pocket 未
我說未, 但或者不給了, 請她吃餐好D的飯算了, 因為我洗左過萬了唔想再花錢
你想我還你 $1000, 你說, 我可以問呀蓓 law 翻呀,
i won't ask her back for what i have spent on her, because this is what i should do, it's just that i dun wanna spend more
then, you have this black face on you
because you think, i took $1000 from you (even though you did mention we split the makeup cost, guess you were just being nice?)
to be true
i dunno why
it's just my feeling
that, when you'd be totally fine when Matt asked you get him a $3xx gym membership
you wouldn't for stuff on me
and of course i know why
i dun wanna see you think i take advantage from you. i really dun want u think like that. no worries. i will give that $1000 red pocket to my friend, and you don't have to give me back.
問題是
點解我的位置
是那麼的後
爸爸說
我不應和你吵
也常說
算啦, 由得佢啦
唔好嘈啦
其實, 我也好想 let go
我也不明白為何一切一切
都會讓我那麼mung, 那麼嬲
那麼在乎
或許我不應再在乎
學鈞顥話齋
嬲佢都係咁ga la
學呀琳呀蓓
想講
但真係唔敢講
我也很累
也不想再吵了
你說什麼便什麼吧
as long as you are happy, we'll do what you want us to do
you had a good make up that night, believe me. and i like how you look at yourself in the mirror. that's what a happy mom should look.
sorry to make you angry all the time
u never see me a sweet person
because i am never sweet
i wish someday you could
it probably wouldn't happen, but i wish someday, you will like me like your other kids
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